This short read is an emotional punch to the gut, but it’s also very beautiful.
When I Forgot by Elina Hirvonen is about Anna, whose parents are urging her to visit her brother Joona in hospital. Struggling to work up the courage, Anna retreats to a cafe where her thoughts drift from the present to a past mired in sadness and confusion.
Anna’s relationship with her brother is burdened by enormous guilt. She loves him deeply but struggles to reconcile their unmistakable bond with his extremely unsettling behaviour. Anna’s memories of their life together are interspersed with her boyfriend’s reminiscences of his own traumatic coming of age.
When I Forgot is densely packed with insights about familial and romantic love. For a slim novel, it’s very deep. It’s really about the difficulties of accepting people who can be hugely damaging to those around them.
It might sound bleak, but this story is ultimately hopeful. Hirvonen’s writing style is sparse yet elegant – she’s so good at describing Anna’s point of view that you feel like you’re seeing through her eyes. It’s well worth a read.
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